Tag Archives: SAD

SO MUCH FOR GOOD INTENTIONS

Some days I start out with such good intentions. There are so many spoilers and you know, dear reader, how accident prone I am. Well, I’m drinking a toast to them to show I harbour them no ill feelings. I’m … Continue reading

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SLEEP AND DEPRESSION

I’m feeling much better this morning after a good night of sleep. I was feeling a bit blue yesterday. And why not? I had been mostly sleepless most of the night before. I had lived that way, mostly on 4-5 … Continue reading

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FOREVER IN GLOOM – AugustMoon Day 3

I have been telling myself forever and a day now that I have SAD (seasonal affective disorder.  It has been so long that I believe it.  How can I not?  It’s just lately I’m questioning the validity of it all. … Continue reading

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UNRAVELLING THE PAST INTO THE NOW

Some days I’m a bit melancholy – maybe a left-over feeling from childhood days when we were new immigrants.  Can an eight year old feel lost and displaced in Gold Mountain(Canada)?  Where was the gold? In my child’s mind I … Continue reading

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RIDDLE, FIDDLE, DIDDLE, DE

My heart likes to do tricks in the morning.  I pay it no attention.  Let it do the fast elevator down.  It’s trying to grab and trick me into excitement.  I might be a slow learner, but I’m onto it … Continue reading

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ONE STEP FORWARD, 3 STEPS BACK

It’s one step forward and three steps back.  That is the way it is, life in all its glory.  I have never known a time without struggles. I know that this is the voice of my seasonal affective disorder talking. … Continue reading

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GENTLY DOWN THE STREAM WITH ALICE

Some mornings I feel like Bill Murray in Groundhog Day, waking up to the same morning day in and day out.  The unchanging greyness frightens me in the first moment of wakefulness.  Have you ever experienced that? The thing not … Continue reading

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