Working on Joy and Hope

It’s March 1, a new month and a new day, so they say. I woke up to the same world, full of bad news of Donald Trump and bombing in the Middle East. No overnight transformation of world peace and love. Whatever happened to the age of Aquarius? Where is the humanitarism and collective consciousness? Where has our conscience gone?

As you can see, I still am sick of this world. I am still a bit sick with my cold. It could be affecting my outlook. It doesn’t help that my iMac is not performing at its best. I am still working on improving my mood, trying to find some positivity and joy. I don’t want to add my negativity to the already existing toxic pool. This morning I found 2 inspiring stories. I should say they found me. I had not known or heard of these individuals before.

The first one was Margaret Anne Cargill. She was an heir to millions. Yet she lived a simple life and donated everything to charities anonymously. The 2nd person was Hamzah Jihad Furquani. He made 13 cents an hour as a prison janitor. He donated $17.74 of his earnings to relief efforts in Gaza. Their backgrounds were totally different but their hearts were the same, big and generous. Their stories are fascinating reads for me. They are real and not fake news. It gives me hope and inspiration in these dark times. I try a little harder to find and feel joy. I try a little harder to have a good day. The world is still full of good people. But we still need to acknowledge the evil, too.

I’m 8 days into the #100dayproject of sewing logcabin quilt blocks. My pace is slower, making a ½ block a day. The slower pace is more enjoyable. Here’s square #3 and #4.

Getting Out of Sick

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I am sick and weary of our world. Yesterday another shooting resulting in 9 deaths and 27 injured in Tumbler Ridge, British Coloumbia. The shooter was an 18 year old. What, in Canada? I thought it only happens is the U.S.A.! And 18 years old. When did he have time to learn to hate to kill? And listening to a podcast on the Epstein Files, Explained, I just want to vomit. I’m sick of feeling like this.

I’m trying to do the McGiver/Joe Dispenza stuff. Like Mcgiver, I will utilize whatever I can to fight my villains. What can I do with paperclips and duct tape? How can I use a camera or a can opener to escape from a dangerous situation? Well, think like Joe Dispenza. How can I think greater than I feel? What will quell my nausea? Maybe a large coffee with one cream and sugar at Tim Horton’s. Ha! Ha! I have to tinker with my brain to think and feel different. I think it’s working already. I can almost do a tap dance.

Here’s the thing. Now I know I don’t have to stay stuck in the same groove. I can get out by thinking/acting differently. Being outrageous will do the trick faster. Outrageous is good if it poses no harm/hurt to myself or others. I’m off now to do just that. You know me, though. I am pretty tame. There’s no need to worry.