Obsessions and Failures

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Lately I’ve been obsessed with making Chinese sticky rice dumplings known as Zongzi. Who knows why I get this sudden urge so late in life. It’s not an easy task. It involves many steps, many ingredient and a few days. Perhaps that’s the catch. I never like the easy stuff. Needless to say, I haven’t quite mastered the art of making Zongzi.

It is an art, a loving proces though at the end, I could be gnashing my teeth and snarling a mean snarl. The preparating of soaking the bamboo leaves in cold water overnight is relatively easy except for fitting all the leaves into a big enough pot. The next day I boil the leaves for 15 minutes. After it’s cool then rinsing and wiping down the leaves on both sides. Now comes the tricky part of making a pocket out of 2 leaves, filling the pocket and wrapping it all up into a triangle and tying neatly with a string. Sounds easy enough but it’s not.

The wrap is my failure. I get the pocket. I add a 3rd leave. Then comes the close up. 9 times out of 10, a leaf cracks along the vein and rice falls out. By the 7th zongzi, my hair is standing on end and I am swearing. I am lucky if I get one or two nice looking zongzi. Sometimes I have to use 4 leaves to make one. I refuse to go beyond 4. The last time I gave up with 3 more zongzi to make. So I have the leftover fillings still in the fridge.

After all the trial and tribulation I have learned a few more things. Never prepare too many leaves ahead. After storing in the freezer, they are weaker. Maybe that was why I was having so much trouble with the splitting. I thought I would save myself more work by preparing all the leaves (180) ahead of time and freezing them till I need them. So I’ve prepared 11 leaves to finish making the 3 I gave up on. This time I added a little olive oil to the boiling water to make the leaves more pliable.

Wish me luck. I’m off for my morning walk while the leaves cool off enough to handle.

Crossing the Finish Line

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April 30th and the last day of the Ultimate Blog Challenge. I am disappointed with the low participation. It is always more fun with more people. I haven’t shown up every day myself but I am proud that I have pulled up my socks for the last half. When I did a count, I missed 4 days. That is not bad, 4 days out of 30.

What I’ve learned on this round is not to get distracted by the low attendance. I focused on just writing my best each day on something that is important to me. I am inspired to show up by my fellow bloggers who showed up daily to cross the finish line. It is great satisfaction to finish what I’ve started. I was tempted daily to just drop out because of lack of interest. But then I had a second thought. I am interested. That’s all that is needed. The surprising thing is I have had lots of traffic on my site these last few months. Not that I am getting lots of comments or likes. It could be just a computer glitch. Even so, it is still very satisfying.

I am not sure what I will do here after April. I still have my love of words. I still love to see how the letters, words and sentences marach across the screen. I still need to complain and bitch about my lot. This is still a meditation exercise for me. So in all probability, you will still hear from me.

A Month of Words

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It’s here – the last day of the Ultimate Blog Challenge. All good things and bad ones, too, come to an end. This one has been more of a pleasure than others in the past. I can’t say it was effortless. Some days were difficult to get the words out. Those days I had to work and push hard to get past the block. Doing so gave me more confidence. I’ve learned that if I come to the keyboard, the words will come.

What have I learned? I’ve strengthened my stay-with-it muscle by continuing and finishing when I I felt blocked, dull and bored with it. I felt not as motivated when others fell off their writing block. It always felt better with others’ company. But it builds character to carry one’s own torch and not mind what others are doing. I am inspired by others who also carried the torch through their difficulties. I have much gratitude for their shining examples.

Much thanks to Paul Taubman for leading us through another Ultimate Blog Challenge. He is a powerful leader of the pack. Thanks to everyone for sharing their thoughts, knowledge and interests.