I was thinking about Benjamin Franklin and his 13 virtues this morning. I was thinking that I need to move a little faster towards order. No use getting all these ideas and plans but no action. Without any movement there will be no change. There will be no order.
I was thinking about all this as I was coming out of the bathroom. I looked out the living room window and there was Benjamin Franklin, making a house call! I took that as a sign of great magnitude. Wow! Whatever thou can conjure in the mind, you can bring forth. Maybe I should get a lamp like Aladdin’s or a Ouija board.
Seeing Ben did shake me out of my inertia. I am sure that the plumber was also shook up to see some woman aiming a camera at him as he was getting out of his truck. He seems to be held captive momentarily on the steps.
Having been reminded of my goal to pursue order, I set to work…dishes, floor, laundry, walking Sheba, bathing Sheba, cleaning her mats, lunch, more dishes….. Wow, I’m amazed by myself! Now I face my hardest challenge, my office. For some unknown reason, psychological block, I have not been able to put it in order since the beginning of time.
I stumble and stumble every time I decide to do this chore. I am overcome with unease, unable to make a start, a move in the right direction. Perhaps I should stop thinking of it as a chore. Maybe I can visualize myself as the FlyLady (http://www.flylady.net/) with a purple feather duster instead of Tinkerbell and her magic wand. Whooosh! In one purple swoop, my desk is dust free and clean, the pens in their holder, the papers in their proper folders in the cabinet…everything in order.
Would that not be nice if we have a magic wand or feather duster? Alas! we mortals must do the hard work. So I shall go now and make a start. I shall at least try my best at the moment. I will not be behind. I will pay my bills and file them in their proper folder. And perhaps my friend Ben will come to help again another day.