No Walk in the Park

Sometimes I wish that the earth would stop spinning so I can step off and get a rest. Life is no walk in the park. I’m complaining again. I’m weary, wishing for a camp, the kind they have for children where I would be entertained and all my cares taken care of. Some smart aleck quipped that it’s called a nursing home. I do not wish for such wherein we lined up, sitting silent and vacant in our wheelchairs. I guess I better stop complaining and keep moving my ass.

I’ve thought of a few changes that I could make to reboot myself. I could lose a few pounds. According to my BMI, I am overweight. I need to lose 17 pounds. Sounds formidable to me. When I was thinking about losing weight the other day, I thought now is not a good time. We are in autumn and my hibernation response is triggered. I want to eat and sleep like a bear. It’s not good thinking. I am making excuses. I need to pull up my socks. I will try even though it is harder. I will cut back the cream and sugar in my coffee and tea. I will move a little more.

Making changes is never a walk in the park. I feel like crying just thinking about it. How many times have I already fallen back into those well worn ruts? Too many to count! There’s no point in shaming myself. It doesn’t work. I will try to visualize what I my successes will be like – as if I’ve achieved them already. Perhaps that is what is meant a vision board. Right now my two wants are to lose 17 pounds and clear my clutter. I am going to create 2 vision boards, one for each want. Wish me luck.

8 thoughts on “No Walk in the Park

  1. Change is definitely not a walk in the park but you can do this. You most definitely should have a goal in mind but sometimes it can feel too bit and unreachable. I like to make one or two small changes at any given time, maybe cut the sugar in half and make time to walk for a few minutes and then build on that. You got this

  2. Change is not a walk in the park but as they say, change is as good as rest. I wish you luck as you create the 2 vision boards.

  3. Getting out and moving is a challenge for many of us, I think. I’ve found keeping my walking shoes where I am always looking at them is surprisingly inspiring. Or it’s the guilt. 😜

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