LIFE REIMAGINED – Day 51 in a year of…

Day 51, September 11, 2016 @2:14 pm

September 11th!  I’m happy that there’s not a lot of stuff out there reminding us of THAT day fifteen years ago.  As if we need reminders.  I don’t.  I remember it very well.  I remember the morning news.  It was surreal.  It was the morning of my mother’s ct scan to confirm her diagnosis of aortic aneurysm.  The morning already felt chaotic and disastrous.  The diagnosis was confirmed.

img_7601It has been fifteen years.  We’ve learned to move on with it.  Life has been good with some bad moments sprinkled in between.  Life is like that, you know.  It adds interest.  It is never good to dwell on stuff without doing anything about it.  Life is never stagnant.  It is a moving, changing force.  You have to move with it.  You have to be engaged in it.

I am learning about engagement with my exercises in doing different. Shifting, twigging, making little changes is changing something inside me.  I see a little different.  I hear a little different.  I feel a little ‘different’ by changing the habit of sitting in a different chair for reading.  I feel the discomfort of my body, its yearning for the usual love seat even though the Lazy Boy is more comfortable with movable positions.  The brain is a funny thing.  It likes the same old, same old.  I have to change its grooves.

A year feels like a long time.  But I’ve 50 days down.  50 days of paying attention.  50 days of writing and posting.  It’s almost a habit now.  It’s easier with each completed post.  I like old comforts but I also like challenges.  I can be bored with too much same olds.  I can get dull and morose with boredom.  From experience, I know I can get over the discomfort of the ‘new’.  I know that soon they will become familiar.  Then I will move on to the next new.

What is your new?  Till tomorrow.

About hafong

Hello! My name is (Leung) Hafong alias Lily Leung. You always say the last name first….that is the Chinese way. That is my partner lurking behind me. Since this is my blog, I won’t mention his name. But this is a rather cool picture. You see me and yet you don’t…sort of the way I feel about myself most of my life. So this blog is a self-exploration, an archeology dig of some sort. My tools…..words of a thousand or so at a sitting. I will try for that.
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