From where I stand. #aprillove2015

From where I stand today, I see that I still want perfection.  I still long to be better and more – than what, I do not know.  Even though I was born in China and have stood at the center of the world at Cape Three Points, Ghana, I still feel I’ve been nowhere. The lack I feel is endless.  I recognize that. I accept them.  They are just feelings. They are not me.  I am whole as is.  I am where I’m suppose to be. Here. Now.

#AprilMoon

I know that now.  Had I recognize that years ago, what would I tell my younger self?  I don’t know and if I did, would I believe myself?  So from where I am standing or sitting today, it is best to get up and get on with life.  If I had known better, I know I would have done better. If I could, I would, wouldn’t you?

Thank you again to Susannah Conway and Kat McNally for your prompts.