February 6th. It’s grey as grey can be all day. I have taken a first day off from coffee with my father. I felt the not feeling great coming on so had prepared him yesterday. I spent most of the night awake and hydrating myself, trying to flush out those damn snow mold. I was successful in decreasing my coughing spells. But I feel limp as wet spaghetti. I had to cancel my lunch date and supper out at my favourite Japanese restaurant. I will probably have the rest of the porridge from my breakfast and lunch for supper.

It seemed appropriate to spend the day in my pjs and read up on Jeffery Epstein today. I wouldn’t be spoiling a beautiful day. I was already feeling lousy. It was alot of reading. It was massive. He knew and was connected to everybody, it seemed. That is everybody who had a name. I was shocked to read that Deepak Chopra was mentioned in the Epstein files. Goes to show how naive I am. Spirituality is big business and even priests can be corrupted. So why not Deepak? Still I am very disappointed to read about how he is using AI to highjack spiritual hunger.

Not a great way to spend a dreary afternoon but it’s good to get educated. There doesn’t seem to be much to cheer about. I feel crappy as hell. Another bout of coughing. I made another cup of Chrysanthemum tea. Let me see if I can work on my seed orders. I’m trying as best as I can. At least I’ve showered and changed into new pjs.