The last day of January and the last day of the Ultimate Blog Challenge. It was not a strong or consistant beginning for me. I did not show up every day. However, I came alive in the second half. I’m quite happy with that. I’m here now, dressed, hair combed, earrings and hearing aids in, eyebrows lightly etched in. I’m ready for the last hurrah.
Though I failed to show up every day, I consider this challenge a success. I coaxed my words out of lassitude. I watched as they marched slowly and unsteadily across the screen. It was very rewarding to see them gaining momentum and then to flow smoothly into a post. I’m learning that it’s ok to miss a day or two. The important thing is to get back and try again. I’m learning, too, that my own words can heal. They still smooth and sooth my soul. They need not be many or grand. Simple and few can fill me up.
The pleasure of a challenge comes from sharing with others. Thank you to my fellow participants for their words. I’ve learned much from all of you. Thank you to Paul Taubman, the maestro of the Ultimate Blog Challenge. I am not sure what happened but I’ve experienced unusual high traffic on my site this month. What a wonderful feeling to end on.
Tomorrow is February and a new beginning. How will I begin?
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Thank you for sharing your deep thoughts and wisdom with us Lily! You always inspire me with your words! I hope you have an amazing February and I look forward to seeing you at the next challenge!
Thank you, Jennifer. Looking forward to seeing you in April.
You did not “fail” to show up every day, you managed to make it on the majority of the days. I always enjoy your raw and honest posts. See you back in April 🙂
Thank you, Tamara. See you in April.
I always enjoy/ look forward your posts – and appreciate your honesty, insights and stories.
Your comment on continuing after skipping a day resonates – I’ve been doing that as well, and missed a few myself! I also appreciate your awareness of the Soul soothing ✨️ recording our thoughts and words. And most of all, the sense of community that has developed over time!
see you in April
Nadya
Thank you, Nadya.
This felt quietly meaningful. I love how you honored both the ending and the beginning without rushing either. There’s something really tender about that pause, noticing what’s been while staying open to what’s next.
Thank you so much, Florence.
Lily, I always enjoy your posts. Your writing gets better and better! Not to worry about missing a few. I missed all BUT a few– so much going on. But I hope to really participate in April. Until then, I’ll look for your posts on FB.
Thank you, Kebba.