
On days when writing when I feel least like writing, I still like to make an effort to write an interesting post. That is challenging under the best circumstances. When I don’t feel like doing it adds an extra burden. But when I think of the benefits, it spurs me on. It teaches and reinforces discipline. If I do things only when I feel like it, not much would get done. I would probably be living in a physical and maybe mental mess. Would I be as educated as I am? Would I be able to hold down a job if I went to work only when I feel like it?
Not likely. So when I think of the consequences of not trying, I try a little harder. There’s much to be said for keep on going, trudging through mundane days when nothing moves me. Everything is slower and heavier. My eyes are heavy. I struggle to keep them open. My thoughts are slow. I will my brain to keep thinking and my fingers to keep tapping. There’s no sun out to help me today. It is cloudy and cool. I have to do the hard work myself. What do you do when you feel least like it?
What works for me is to put myself in front of my keyboard and start to tap out a word, any word. And if that doesn’t work, I start to read others’ posts. I try to make intelligent comments. Then I go back to my own page and try again. Usually that starts a trickle of words and thoughts and I’m on my way. I’m having a block on my index card art challenge, too. The only way to get unstuck is to start drawing/painting again. There’s no other way.
This is an inspiring post! Congratulations on showing up and doing it anyway! I am working on this part of myself too.
You and I think alike Lily! The challenge seems by far the most hardest to start writing. My mind is going one way but my fingers should be tapping the keys. Like you, I just start with a work, or picture and hope I can get my brain to get motivated.
“If I do things only when I feel like it, not much would get done.” Sounds oh so familiar!
Your post reminds me how much of what we do is governed by the classic motivational seesaw: Seeking benefits vs. avoiding consequences. You captured both sides beautifully. Keep showing up Lily, you’re inspiring me, and I’m sure, others, too!
OMG I had a comment posted and moved the wrong way and its gone. What a day. I’m always having trouble getting motivated to do anything but I’m working on changing it somehow. Have a good day and I love the Dog at the top of the page and he is my son’s dream Dog. Have a great day.