
When I woke up this morning it was still snowing and the wind still blowing. It is still. The snow is piled up against the greenhouse door again. The two pails of snow I took in yesterday did not amount to much when melted. All is cosy inside, the roof being insulated with the cover of snow. The little heater is running. The temperature barely 6℃. Being no sun yesterday there was no residual heat built up to help the heater. As long as it’s above 0 that is good enough.
While not feeling stressed, I am not exactly ecstatic or joyful. I wonder how the plants are feeling in these times of climatic change. I will pay close attention. They might teach me the art of resilience by how they grow and perform. It will give me a sense of purpose in observing and helping them to thrive. We are all connected. We need plants as much as we need other people to survive. It’s a symbiotic relationship.
I’m deciding what to do with my #100dayproject – of a daily painting for 100 days. I’ve done up to day 58. I’m tired and not so enthused any more. I feel I’m regressing, my colours muddy. Perhaps it’s fatigue talking. I can paint simpler things. I can also take longer. I can also quit if it doesn’t bring me joy. That’s what Marie Kondo would say.




I am still surviving the Ultimate Blog Challenge. I’m learning changing the time I come to the keyboard makes a difference.
I’m sorry you’re losing enthusiasm! I admire you for doing it as many days in a row as you did. Although I love snow, it does keep winter with us and that would definitely affect my own energy and enthusiasm. And I agree, you can quit if it’s no longer bringing you joy, and get back to it if and when you’re ready.
You have a lot on your plate. Painting for three months straight AND this 30 days’ writing challenge. I say, take a break, step back, re-evaluate… As you’re saying it’s supposed to be joy, not a chore.
You can do this.Loved all the paintings you shared.
I love seeing your paintings but I understand losing enthusiasm, you are so busy with everything else. Maybe you could continue painting but just do a simple plant, face or even a rainbow. Maybe doing smaller things will help bring back your enthusiasm.