REVERB 2015 – waiting for 2016 – from Kat McNally:
Today, I invite you to think about the great unknowns in your life right now. Say to yourself this morning: “I am open to the answers finding me”. Then stay alert with as many senses as you can.
In what form did the answers find you?
I have been trying or not trying so hard to write on the above prompt for quite a few days now. I am sad at the ending of things. I am not good with new beginnings or farewells. Our host, Kat McNally is saying goodbye to Reverb and her blog. Then Christmas Eve, our neighbours had a house fire. They lost their 2 little dogs to smoke inhalation. My dog and I still look for them when we leave the house. Where are those little rascals? Loss takes time. It’s not bad to feel it. It is natural. Now I have to move on – with the rhythm of life and my words.
The older I get the less I know, the more confused I am on how to be. That is very, very true. The good thing is that I am getting more comfortable with this unknowing in life. I am able to sit back and sink into that messiness of I don’t know where the hell I am going or what to do. I’m okay with sitting in between answers. Why kill myself in digging at the root of things? Sometimes there are no answers. I am deliberately choosing to do something different.
In the meantime there is nothing to do, no place to go, no wants, no striving, no worries. I can sit here with the Mister and Sheba – feet up, living in the moment, watching our breaths going in and out. All is copacetic.