So it is another day.  I think this must be the hardest part of winter.  I am tired.  I seem to say it a lot lately.  That is because I am.  It is a good thing I set some goals for the period of Lent.  I am tired and I drift and I sag.  Having goals bring me back to focus again and again.  There is a purpose to each day.  There is something for me to work on.

It snowed again today, gentle fluffy flakes from heaven.  It was very pretty and serene.  I enjoyed it and allowed it to come….like I could stop it!  There was no sense in getting upset with the prospect of MORE shoveling .  That would be meaningless and wasting my energy that I would need later for shoveling.  And so, I mellowed with the flakes as they floated gently down.

Now it is the end of the day.  The walks are shoveled.  And we have been to the park.  But somehow, some things are left undone.  They are always the same things.  Perhaps they are not urgent and better left for other days…like tomorrow.  I’ll think about them tomorrow, like Scarlett O’Hara would say.

When you are lacking in energy like me, you have to prioritize.  Am I rationalizing?  Perhaps.  But I am doing better, little by little.  I do what I HAVE to first, followed by the most difficult things.  Then I am too tired to deal with my paper mail and paperwork and filing.  That is my worst offense.  But I do pay my bills on time.

When I look at the whole picture, I think I can live with the whole picture.  My house and my life are not in complete shambles.  I work, have a dog, have a relationship and the walks are shoveled.  Who can be perfect?  Who would want to?

About hafong

Hello! My name is (Leung) Hafong alias Lily Leung. You always say the last name first….that is the Chinese way. That is my partner lurking behind me. Since this is my blog, I won’t mention his name. But this is a rather cool picture. You see me and yet you don’t…sort of the way I feel about myself most of my life. So this blog is a self-exploration, an archeology dig of some sort. My tools…..words of a thousand or so at a sitting. I will try for that.
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  1. zachandclem says:

    Man, I got a bad case of the winter blues myself this year. The days get longer and I’m starting to feel better, I hope you do too soon enough. x

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